The hardest part…
Facing myself is not an easy thing to do at all.
Facing the past that I have been trapped in for over thirty years is more difficult than ever.
On the 2nd day of the roller coaster ride – Landmark forum. I almost ran away, I almost resigned.
I used to think that I was complete with my past, healed, and finished. Today, the trauma from the past was suddenly awakened like a slap in the face.
At the most difficult and resistant moment, right at the moment when I was about to click the “leave” button, there was a little courage that held me back, dragged me down to the field, and gave me every chance possible for me. And I chose to live the most authentic life in that inauthentic area.
And I chose to make that tough call – The call turned out to be just as smooth, calm that I never able to imagine for my whole life.
What I have been holding on for more than 30 years in my life, now closed and completed.
From now on, I set myself free!
Landmark Forum – Day 2